I haven't been posting, I know. I do apologize. I'm completely drained of energy anymore.
Today wasn't all that bad, I suppose. I was running late because my rabbit didn't wake me up in time but not that big of a deal. Alexander was off, completely zoned out. He snapped at his girlfriend a couple of times and at one point, he told her to shut up. I'm pretty sure we both flinched when he said it because of the bitterness in his tone. His face fell when he realized what he did though and he immediately apologized to her. She's obviously not the type to hold something against him though because she just gave him a small smile and held his hand. I felt like I was barging in though when he pulled her a little before she sat down. Their fingers were completely intertwined when she sat on the edge of his bed (he didn't sit on a chair this time) and he pulled her to him. He had kissed her gently and pulled back putting his forehead against hers. It only looked as if he mouthed "I'm sorry" but he had said it apparently because her eyes were closed when she said it was okay. It's hard to look away from them sometimes, even if I felt rude watching. It's one of those things that catches your attention and as much as you tell yourself you should look away, you just can't. Almost as if they're absolutely hypnotizing.
They're adorable together and she obviously brings him comfort when he needs it most.
As for my comfort? I mainly read when Alexander left until my doctor told me I was free to go after my own dialysis. My Mom was so upset today because she and Dad had gotten into an argument before. I hate that; as does my rabbit. It's so frustrating.
My picture today was of my doctor because I realized I never had a picture of him in my photo book. Silly me, I know. I put it into my book and wrote about how amazing he's been with me and how much he's been helping me. He promised me that he would help me get better and though I'm not, he has tried his hardest and still continues to do so even though I have a very slim chance of getting better at this point. I have a set time and he knows this. He always hugs me now. It's the sweetest thing.